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i wanted to say thank you for everything
thank you for accepting
i remember really clearly when i first met you
you came to me and from that day; life is all about you

i used to wonder
how it feels like to be in love again
how it feels like to miss someone so much again -it hurts listening to happy songs
i thought i will never love again
but when we are not talking
all i feel is
blue

a sad kind of blue
not the kind of blue that makes your heart as wide as the ocean
but the kind of blue where
i sink to the bottom looking at it

i wonder where the future takes us, F
i really do

and i hope, its not a sad 
kind of view

1/8/2017